Self-inventory.

Hard to believe 2010 is almost 2011.
I still remember the first quarter of the year like they just happened...
How joyous, unpredictable and tumultuous those early months were...
How uneventful, disappointing and frustrating the summer was, overall.
Met some decent people, met a lot of snakes...found who really had my back...

It doesn't take much to see how loyal a hungry dog really is...
Needless to say, not everyone deserves to be a part of your future.

I kind of had this epiphany today while at work today, actually. Filling out new-hire paperwork...damn did that feel good to do...almost couldn't believe it. Kinda walked in my place of employment peeking around the corner like this was someone's idea of a sick joke.

Sidenote, I gotta chalk up my recent success to workin hard, stayin humble, and constantly talkin to God.

Had to eat a big slice of humble pie today at work too...my mind wandered on the past and I got to thinkin what kind of nerve some people have. People will spit in your face and then apologize.................I aint wit the sucka shit, and some bridges are better burned.

I wanted to really, really verbally ether *nameless* for quite some time now. Often times would find myself grinding my teeth thinking about it...I've daydreamed about it, fantasized about the opportunity in the most random of times during the day...this has been happening for like the past month and change, heavy.

HOLD THAT THOUGHT...........

You ever see someone get smacked in the face with a pie? And afterward, they're kind of just stuck there in disbelief like "damn how the hell did this happen" lol...well...

STOP HOLDING THAT THOUGHT...because that's how I felt today when I was getting those evil thoughts in my head. I am not exaggerating when I say evil. Perhaps a case of good conscience versus bad conscience...I just sat up in my chair and kind of realized that I am a lot better than the handful of people that decided to shit on me, and I am better for it.


I know it's killing them to see me shine. lol...
That's what happens when your goals and aspirations only get you down the street.